So I was riding high at the start of the week. I think my old blue print heard the word Bye week for our class. Then it came at me strong. I let everything get in the way. I let myself do half __ __ __ work. First it is was helping a friend on Monday and Tuesday night. Both nights I really did not concentrate on my readings like normal when I got home. (past midnight both nights) Wednesday was getting ready for the holiday. Thursday was the holiday. Friday I was not feeling well. Saturday was just a lazy day. My God I wasted a whole week doing everything at half speed. Yes I still read and thought about everything. My issue is I can do better. I did not put my whole self into anything this week.
Funny thing is I guess that means something has changed. I am holding myself accountable. I really feel like I stole from myself. I did not give it my all and I know it. I am also not lying to myself about it. I know I cheated me. When I read the man on the wall. I had to look myself in the eyes and know I only cheated me.
So where do we go from here? I am not a quitter. I will work through this. I will step my game up. This is the most important work I have ever done. I love doing this. It makes me feel empowered and good about Jeff. I feel passion. I feel love. I give more so I get more.
I promise to
I am Whole, Perfect, Strong, Powerful, Harmonious, and Happy.
I always keep my promises.
Peace and love Jeff
So maybe those 3 little monkeys were smarter than we thought. We should have taken them more seriously. I know I just looked and laughed. Oh, Look how cute they are. I should have thought how truthful they are. In MKMMA we have learned that our thoughts or thinking really controls everything in your life. May it be the good in your life or what we call evil. It all comes from your thinking and what you think about everything.
Example, Two guys both are looking for the same thing in life. One of them thinks positively and loves. He stays in balance with the natural laws. The other guy hates evil and thinks about it all the time. They both have the same goals and want to get the same in life. Person A lives his life in peace and harmony. Person B brings upon himself discord of ever kind and character.
Why is this? Same goals, Just different outlooks and thoughts. This is not by mistake. There are Immutable laws in the Universe. Which are very cool to learn. ( they don’t tell us this in school) One is that thoughts result in action. If your thoughts are constructive and harmonious, The results are good. If your thoughts are destructive and inharmonious the result is evil.
Think about it? If we hate anything even evil itself. Hatred is destructive and will attract things you don’t want in your life. So we must love and care for all things. We must as people keep all negative thoughts away. Be the keeper of your gate.
The great thing is there are laws of the mind. ( Covered in a blog, from earlier) You can use them to keep out the negative thoughts. Or at least beat them down when they come. It is amazing, put up the fight, guard your mine and they start coming less and less. I forgive everyone. So that takes away everyone’s power over my mind. I can attach a feeling of my choice to any thought. So no feeling to any thought makes it go away. I only attach feeling to the thoughts that are constructive and helpful to my Darma. I have the power to replace a negative thought with a positive thought Instantly. How cool is that? My choice and mine only.. I choose to practice this at all times. What happens with Practice? It becomes easy so we want to do it all the time. Best thing, now my mind has become more Relaxed and in a better state at all times. Because I am in a calm state of mind I can access the universal mind and have access to infinite intelligence.
Last but not least. I great this day with love in my heart. This is the greatest secret of success. I love all manners of men. My love opens the hearts of others and breaks down all bridges. It protects me in times of need like a shield. In time I will walk tall and unencumbered among all manners of men.
I greet this day with love in my heart.
Peace and Love. Jeff
Another week of discovery, focus and learning all about me. Fast becoming my favorite subject. Mark J was right again. This is a big adjustment. It has been down right frustrating and funny at the same time when you try to go all positive. I mean all positive. No negative thoughts period. Then you add in love everyone and everything. Oh, ya. No opinions either. Holly Molly.. My old blue print has no were to go. It is down right feeling trapped.
Why is this you say? Oh, Let me tell you. I have started My Mental Diet. What is that? Well I have a goal of going 7 days straight with all Positive thoughts only. Like everyone else I do make mistakes and a negative thought does sneak out. What do I do? I have some fantastic tools to use. The first being Law of Substitution. I can instantly replace a negative thought with a positive one. I have 5 to 7 seconds to do this. If I don’t I get to start all over.
Well lets recap.. Monday and Tuesday well lets just say. Every 20 minutes or so. BUZZ.. Go back to start. It was like wow. A news story. BUZZ… Start over… Politics.. BUZZ.. Start over… Conversation with the wife… BUZZ start over.. Watching sports… BUZZ.. start over… it was down right funny… until you really start really watching what your thinking you have no clue. It is just what we do. Its just normal.. Or at least we think that.
Come Wednesday it has started getting better. I am catching myself. I am using my other tools like looking at my Move poster. Its a Law to. If I look at that my brain can’t stay negative. You can only think of one thing at a time, cool little trick. Another funny thing. You start driving those thoughts away and they start going away. Your mind starts to slow down, not so many things bouncing around in there. You become more focused. You start becoming even more creative in your thoughts. I had a break through making my music and DMP project.
So there I am, I just finished doing 2 songs for the project. But i was unhappy with the second ones quality. So I was searching Youtube and came across Reiki Zen Meditation music. Turned it on to check it out. Next thing you know I decided to do a Meditation. (it was a Service I needed to start) My wife had given me some basic pointers. So I went for it. Wow. Really got to a good place. It was wonderful. My mind calmed way down. Positive enriching thoughts and creativity just came. I found a really happy place.
Long story short. (its late) I will be meditating daily and listening to this music. I erased all my new recordings to start over. Then I went in and rewrote my Darma. It just did not flow right and did not feel right over music. So I will rerecord my project in the morning. Meanwhile I wrote all you fine folks. Can’t wait for Thursday. I love this stuff..
Peace and love Jeff
I always keep my promises.
So a bad start to the week. Guess Mark J hit it on the head. All in or all out? This is the week. Did not get what he was saying at first. I have been really excited, doing everything. I have followed all the directions. Been positive and passionate every week. Really have been feeling it. Like bam! Knocking it out of the park.. Everything has been going great. Then it was like a monster set in. The old blueprint just clawing its way back. It was like what the hell.. I got angry and really just annoyed with everything.. It was a pain to read.. I was not into the new scroll, Love everything and everyone.. Whats that all about.. I like people and things.. But my love is stingy. Then I asked myself why am I not watching my favorite shows on TV. I really miss them. I like not having to think. Why am I better myself? I was just fine the way I was.. Then it was why get up early. Just sleep in, no one will know.. What is this Movie poster all about? I just am not feeling it right now.. It was self pity all the way. Opinions, oh hell ya.. I got plenty of them. I want to share them now. Let me start with you my wife.. Wow… what a bad dream…. But it wasn’t.. It was a really up and down for a few days. I was having it out in my head and I was taking no prisoners.
Finally this morning I got up. still a little irritated.. I started reading the scroll… I greet this day with love in my heart.. It hit me.. Why am I so stingy with love? My old blueprint really had me thinking Love is to be stingy with. Don’t give it away.. Its shows weakness. People will take advantage.. When you have tried to love you have always gotten hurt. EGO… EGO… EGO… They are not worthy of your love.
Then I read.. I will make love my greatest weapon and none on whom I call can defend against its force. Love the greatest force on earth.. It hit me. How has this other thinking been working for you? Always half in with love. But always wanting more. So what is the problem? Just do it. I just let go. I started the scroll over. I read it with passion now. I really felt the words and there meaning. I made a shift. The old blueprint went BYE-BYE and what I had been building was back. It was like a brick wall was lifted and gone. I felt energized again. I had my Dharma back.. I found my focus again.
Next thing you know I started my Movie poster. Wow, It just flowed out. Everything tied together. I saw it all in my minds eye and it just came together. I am seeing, red dots, blue rectangles , green triangles, and yellow squares every where now. I am in the flow again.
I greet this day with love in my heart. Henceforth, I will love all mankind. From this moment all hate is let from my veins, I only have time to love. From this moment I take the first step to become a man among men.
Until next week.. Peace and Love Jeff
I always keep my promises.