So I was riding high at the start of the week. I think my old blue print heard the word Bye week for our class. Then it came at me strong. I let everything get in the way. I let myself do half __ __ __ work. First it is was helping a friend on Monday and Tuesday night. Both nights I really did not concentrate on my readings like normal when I got home. (past midnight both nights) Wednesday was getting ready for the holiday. Thursday was the holiday. Friday I was not feeling well. Saturday was just a lazy day. My God I wasted a whole week doing everything at half speed. Yes I still read and thought about everything. My issue is I can do better. I did not put my whole self into anything this week.
Funny thing is I guess that means something has changed. I am holding myself accountable. I really feel like I stole from myself. I did not give it my all and I know it. I am also not lying to myself about it. I know I cheated me. When I read the man on the wall. I had to look myself in the eyes and know I only cheated me.
So where do we go from here? I am not a quitter. I will work through this. I will step my game up. This is the most important work I have ever done. I love doing this. It makes me feel empowered and good about Jeff. I feel passion. I feel love. I give more so I get more.
I promise to
I am Whole, Perfect, Strong, Powerful, Harmonious, and Happy.
I always keep my promises.
Peace and love Jeff
Stay strong and keep going. Make this week the best one ever.
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I feel like I’ve just read my own blog.:-) Good on you Master Jeff! You can do it!
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Good thing we are partners in all that we do! We need to lift each other up!! Yes this last week was weird, guess our old blueprint creeped in—but good for you, back on track!!
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True Master Angela. Bye Bye old blueprint!
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Aweome post Jeff! “I am holding myself accountable.” That´s a fantastic strenght and tool to possess!
Have a great day!
Inspire // Mika
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Jeff, I love your honesty. I had some challenges with only getting part of my reading done some days over the holiday weekend, too. I agree, we can’t beat ourselves up about it. Much better to recommit ourselves and get back at it!
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Hang in there Jeff – I am rootin’ for you!
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